i love

Hey that's me with Dayang, my partner in crime. I ve not seen her in ages. When I finally saw her last year she said "believe me babe, we are gonna do a long flight together".... Well, I didn't believe her but this pix was taken 5 minutes ago in Joberg. It's ironic how my partner in crimes are all the "DAYANG"S.....

Anyway, this is my new hair style.... Everybody love it and complimented me on the hair except for my poor purser..... He thought I have split ends. (damn him!!!!!).. Ritz wish to tell him that my hair style is so not during Sanisah Huri era.... I wish he did....

So whaddya think? Let me know....

masak?

Sick of the stale bread for breakfast, the daily potatoes and other typical english food, Princess decided to cook for us. Before leaving for Tesco, she said " Aiz, P nak pegi Tesco, Aiz tolong masakkan nasi...." with that she gave me some other instructions I have to follow in preparing the rice. I gave her a horrified look and soon she turned to Dengong and started to brief Dengong instead.

Yesterday, I went out with Princess. I guess my horrified look in Billingham still haunts her that made her ask me a question. "Aiz memang tak reti masak ye?"... I explained in all honesty that I don't fancy cooking that much but however I can cook simple stuffs. Then she went "oooowhhhhh!" and continued.... "owhhh, Aiz tak suka masak tapi Aiz rajin berkemaskan....(a statement/question)" There was a long silence before she changed the subject....

Princess- the best team mate one could ever asked for.

princess (who cooked and cleaned for us), dengong ( my 21 year old partner in crime ), amji (our witty man) and I (who only did silly fun stuffs with dengong and amji)

for now...

Two weeks of fun memories still lingers in my mind.

Archum, Marcell, Azam the friendly Russian boys are clever at having smart conversations.

I miss seeing old Maltese Tony by the ash-"bucket". Thomas, our German "fire man" who supplied "fire" for our fags. Ironically, our lighters always went missing "visiting" other places or pockets, shall I say.

Weird Leon, hilarious Phil the security and the funny James.

Paco-Paco aka Julio the sexy tall Colombian, the only friendliest of the lot who is so fond at practical jokes.

Antida, Tony's 15 year old daughter who was supposed to be sick but came out dancing the whole night away when she got to know that we were at the dance floor.


I found a secret foe but I gain many true friends.

I'm glad I went, I am extremely happy to be home.

at 542am

That was one of the stupidest entry i've ever read but it made my heart jump with tears rolling down my cheeks while trying hard not to let mother know that i am still up blogging.... sssyhhhhhhhhhhhh.......

i love you too nunui and thank you.....


*stupidest entry click here

update

ok ke 2 postings in an hour??? just because i have too many stories to tell and too little time. Still suffering from jet lag, not knowing what to do (banyak sebenarnya... kain tak lipat lagi, but u'know something that is stress free) I have decided to blog.

Since i have posted 2 entries, this third one is just to remind me to write about my birthday celebrations (note the plural)..... How busy i was, about the show that we just did and how crazy and stressful my life is right now.... and how i spend 1k in a day without seeing the things i bought?????? told u, i've gone bonkers...

ok, lah mak aku dah bangun nak sembahyang subuh... sebelum dia jerit baik aku tip toe perlahan-lahan, aku type pun dah perlahan sgt ni....

anyhow, i'll be gone for 2 weeks. I would call it a two week dream come true.... i'll update when i come back... toddles...

dan yang paling untung, AKU...

Orang kata dia ngada-ngada. Pakai baju seksi-seksi. Rambut tak nak kalah JLo, blonde gile. Bila aku kata dia ok, orang suruh aku tunggu perangai nagda-ngada dia tu.

Aku pun tunggu.... dan tunggu.... dan tunggu.... dan tunggu.... dan tunggu....

Tak de pun? Ke sebab aku pun ngada-ngada sama? Memang baju dia seksi, rambut dia blonde gile... Kalau mak aku jumpa dia, mesti mak aku tak kasi kawan dengan dia. Tapi time kita berdansa, gelak gembira, bergurau senda..... dia hilang. Not in sight!!!
Pegi solat rupanya. Kita shopping shopping, dia pun on je tapi kejap kejap dia hilang. Lagi sekali... not in sight... Pegi solat lah, apa lagi???

Bukan zaman sekarang kita tengok orang kat hati dia ke? Tapi kalau nak kata don't judge a book by it's cover pun tak boleh jugak, sebab "cover buku" dia vogue. Hati dia pun vogue jugak. Aku suka colour rambut dia, cantik. Hati dia pun cantik macam rambut dia. Pemurah,tak berkira. Paling best dia langsung tak hirau kan orang lain... Kalau dia bercerita, dia cerita pasal dia je. Tak de pun pasal orang lain?

Bila dia menari, senyuman dia sorang je yang cikgu nampak. Cikgu kata walaupun dia salah salah steps, tapi sebab senyuman dia yang cantik itu, dia salah steps tu boleh di ampunkan. Aku meleret jugak. Lenguh muscles pipi aku di buatnya tapi cikgu tetap nampak senyuman dia. Tu lah Orang hati bersih, dalam senyuman pun ada cahaya.

Mungkin cahaya aku ada malap sket kot. Takpe lah nanti aku suruh cikgu suluh...

Apa-apa pun, dia dah jadi kawan aku sekarang dan yang paling menarik sekali, dia JIRAN aku...

udit

"mak, Aiz hutang mak brape ribu lagi ah?"

"ahh sudah sudah lah tu, tak payah kira lah...."

"ei, kena lah mak... aiz nak tau ni bila aiz boleh jolie duit yang aiz selalu bayar hutang mak tu..."

"habis duit kutu ni habis lah hutang awak" (kutu round ni habis dalam masa 4 bulan lagi)

Din pun sampuk " hutang mak tak habis bayar lagi ke?"

"mana ada yang... hutang lama tak settle, i dah buat hutang baru dgn mak"

"hutang baru yang mana ni?"

"yang i amik lampu tu lah..."

"eh itu bukan pakai duit kutu ke (duit kutu aiz)?"

"memang lah pakai duit kutu, tapi i pakai duit kutu mak...."

"abis tu? duit kutu you?"

"i buat benda lain lah..."


Mak aku gelak je sambil menyembat tulang belut, teluk belanga baju merah....

Lepas tu kan, masa dia menyembat tulang belut, teluk belanga baju biru, talipon pun berdering....

"hellooooo"

"hello mak, aiz ni...."

"ha nape aiz?"

"aiz nak pinjam..........."

maka bertambah lagi lah hutang aku kat mak aku ni....
nasib baik ada mak.... thank you mak.... hihihihihi

tsk tsk tsk shame on you

it was a nightmare for me everytime i went back to melaka. All mothers were already seated on the left passenger's seat but my mother was still driving. Yup, I started driving at a very late age. Give me a manual car and I would probably crash into practically everything in front of me. Ask me to stop at the traffic lights and the engine will stop after changing the gear. I would scream if I drive next to lorries and hated if motorcyclist were in front of me at the traffic lights. So, what made me very determine to drive?

The taxi driver with amputated arms. Still, I couldn't beat him. I am still afraid of driving manual cars. I was truly amazed with how he had driven the taxi. It put me to shame..... Till now.

Azzarro sayang.....

My love Azzarro

It's time you should know that beauty dies
trust me, that's not a lie..

My sweet sweet Azzarro
To my eyes you are the rainbow after the rain
my solace when I am in pain...

My kind Azzarro
You are symphatetic, obliging, trustworthy and extremely funny
what's there not to love about you honey?

You are full of life and so much fun
a person I would not trade with anyone
I see your beauty when I see your name
hearing your voice, I feel the same.
I would hug you all the way if I could
but you and I know that, that's not too good.

So remember Sayang,
you are so much more of every single thing that you think you are not
and I personally think that even you can be so HOT!

well.....

This is my dad in law. After being away from home for more than a week, abah (and us) had a lot of cleaning up to do. Unfortunately the water supply in his area was still not available and that was the reason he was away for a week. Thinking that the water supply was available approximately after a week, abah had asked us to send him home.....


Unfortunately, we were wrong. So, I offered to take abah for a night in Melaka but abah missed home badly and decided to stay even without the water supply.




That's Din scratching his head in the hot sun.... merely taking a break from carrying two full buckets of water from the neighbour's well for abah. We just couldn't bare the thought of abah living without the water supply so we figured the least we could do was to fill in his tank in the bathroom.

Din showed me the way to fetch water from the well.

The well was quite deep. According to Din, you must flip the bucket when it reaches 2 inches above the water. Smashing the bucket on the surface of the water will stir the dirt on the floor of the well. So, this tough looking job has to be done gently..... GENTLY.... Boy, it was a hot hot day....

That's me playing "Melissa Gilbert- Little House on the Prairie".

For some obvious reasons I smashed the bucket on the water many times
before I got it right!

how to estimate the 2 inches thingy from above???? susah lah....

It wasn't that easy and after smashing the bucket twice and flipped it (wu-hoo) once

I have decided that the"Melissa Gilbert" game was not fun at all....

it was a very.... very very hot day.....

So, after these two buckets were filled......


I let Din play the "Melissa Gilbert" game... hihihihihi.....

and I must say..... he played it well....

the late Micheal London would be so proud of him....

tet tet teret tet teret... tet tet teret tererererereret.... tet tet teret terererereret...
(little house on the prairie punya lagu.....)

eiiiii........

Venue : Rasa, Alamanda.
Time : 1730hrs

Gerai Malay Lady " Ye Moi! Mau makan apa?"

Aku terkejut, membulatan mata.

G.M.L. " Moi..... Mau makan?"

Dia mengulang soalan awalnya itu.

Aku masih terkejut lalu menjawab....

" Ye, mau makan....."

G.M.L. " Nasi berapa? "

" Satu saja..." jawapanku sungguh baku sekali dengan accent Ah Moi ku.

Din tergelak lalu segera membuat pembayaran makananku. " Berapa?" Din bertanya.

" Wahhhhhh! Banyak makan ah???!!!!!!" kata si G.M.L. itu sambil menjeling le arah pinggan ku.

" Ye lah, Ini Ah Moi cantik banyak lapar ohhhh...." jawab Din sambil menghulurkan duit.

Aku? Aku rasa nak belasah je makcik ni!!!! Hampeh tul!

"mirror, mirror on the wall...", "WHAT THE..."

I can never point out the similarity between us hence it puzzles me every time they say I look like her and I act like her. This svelte mother of two speaks very intelligently. She dresses to kill, very bold and outstandingly smart. Even with the brief introduction one can tell that I am nothing near being similar to "F.R.".

I met her today at the office. She looked gorgeous. Her jet black hair was even better than Rihanna, yes Rihanna the singer. I couldn't recognised her from the back but it was my menakan who told me that it was her. From where I hollered her name, she looked like a teenager. When she turned towards me, she looked even better. This "I am like her" thingy kept on playing in my head when I scanned her beautiful self. These people must be blind. "F.R" was in front of me and I didn't feel like I was looking in the mirror.

We said our hellos since we only "meet" on facebook. I complimented her good looks but she pretended not to hear. How modest. Then she confessed that she reads my blog and that her doctor husband reads it too. She then went on that she enjoys reading it. I was flattered. Well, now I know that at least we do have something in common, this blog.

Since I don't often take compliments well, I felt awkward and decided to do the disappearing act. You know, look at the watch and pretend that you are very late to do something important. Yeah, that was what the coward me did. But before leaving she asked me to write more often.

So I left her there looking very pleasant just by standing still. Sigh..... She didn't wear any falsies.....

As I walked away, I already knew what to write tonight. I mustn't make "F.R." wait for my next post. As I started typing, I found that my fingers continued tapping the keyboard flawlessly about her. Scientifically, that brief meeting sub consciously made me think a lot about her and what she had said today.

Humanly, it's because I like her.

F@zlina R@mly, I hope you enjoyed reading this.

where bonus went...

the lima puluh satu clan has a hybrid car....
RM8 for every 155km...
not bad eh....

jahat.....

Yes, I was truly upset over the incident that happened. I knew I did my best and I knew I always give my 100% cooperation. Maybe I forget sometimes but hey, I am merely human.... But I guess you should know that this is one of the things that I love best!!!

I hated looking back at the video and hearing your voice correcting our movements and postures. I had no choice, I had to because I am committed. But what I memorised was not the steps. I knew when your voice was gonna be heard and I knew what was gonna be said. It was awful and my sadness reemerged again.

I am glad that you felt guilty on your entire journey to Osaka. I seriously think you ought to because you just couldn't imagine how unfair I felt I was treated.... How I dreaded the trip over to the studio yesterday. Thinking that yesterday was gonna be a disaster.

Well!!!!! I am glad it wasn't. Thank you for being human yesterday. I am glad you took that holiday to Osaka and I am glad you enjoyed it. The truth, I always knew you are a nice person and that was one of the reasons why I felt truly bad. I am glad we are friends and thank you for the birthday gift all the way from Universal Studio, Osaka. I loved it!!! It's so me.

orang jahat itu a.k.a. the choreographer

birthday gift all the way from OSAKA...




and since I am at it, thank you DIN for the Fantasy perfume.... I know you hate Britney Spears but you still bought the perfume for me anyway.... I love you...

prezen....

Finally, I got it!!!!

With Husni's cash that he gave for my birthday plus the cash that menakan gave for my birthday, I bought a pair of sunglasses.

Thank you Husni & Enna......

as quickly as he came into our lives

The passing of Troy was very tragic that it made Din cry. I've never seen him cried like that before. He cried after he buried Troy and in the middle of the night he cried again.. He kept on repeating that he should have closed the gate, which he normally would. The thing is before he left he saw Troy on the table and said to himself, ok Troy I'm gonna lock you up when Aiz and I are having dinner. But when he came back, there was no Troy to lock.

It breaks my heart every time I see tears rolling down his cheek from his big eyes. Eyes that reminded me of Troy's. Those big eyes that refused to shut when he died.
"his eyes were big, yang... and I just couldn't close them.." Din said as he was crying softly.

Dinner was dull without Troy's plea for human food. It might sound silly to some but Troy was truly an amazing cat. Despite having 5 other cats, the house is really quiet today.

What touched me the most was this other "i don't give a damn about anything" stray who actually came up to our bedroom and was trying to snuggle with Din... which he never did to anyone. As if he could sense Din's misery.

This morning Din cried again and my hand did not suffer the cramp which Troy usually give when he rest his head on it all through the night. There were no big eyes looking at me while I did my laundry. Right now, as I am writing this, there is no more cat to shoo for disturbing me.

It feels empty.

troy

Troy was attacked by dogs. He died. Unfortunately, Din had left the gate open while grabbing ourselves dinner. I was having a shower. Troy's pelvic was broken into four pieces when we found him, hence running was a bit difficult. It was a tragic death and it breaks my heart. Troy was a good cat. Though I often called him 'bodoh', he was actually smart. Very smart. I shall miss him.

superman

Going to work in uniform means you don't have to crack your head on what to wear the next day. Unfortunately, it also means that if you want to do some gallivanting right after work, you have to change. Most of the time in order to save time, we change in the car. This is what we usually call the "SUPERMAN". Example of a complete sentence would normally sound like this : "I will SUPERMAN later" or "I SUPERMANed".

Unlike other famous superheroes, Superman also change in a confine area. The only difference is that we obviously have no superhero powers and we don't change as fast as Superman who already has his superhero outfit underneath his clothes.

However, I must admit that I am really good at SUPERMANing. I have also SUPERMANed during the day...... many times. Anyway, if you plan to SUPERMAN, there are precautions to be taken.

#1 : pray that your friend is not coming in a Kancil or any similar cute cars...

#2 : SUPERMAN only with those who really knows you...

#3 : make sure your friend is not easily shocked. I mean it's okey if you're slim and that your skin is super fair and flawless.... those with "tyres to spare" and have loads of "coins" maybe should consider something else... hahahahahahahaha.... I only SUPERMAN with Din and my girlfriends. They were already "SHOCKED" by me before I SUPERMAN with them....

goldfish memory

My best friend had forgotten to wish me on my birthday again... but I wasn't upset. Somehow I knew he was gonna forget about it totally. So a week earlier, I told him what I wanted and he banked in the cash. I called him a day after my birthday to remind him to wish his sister a
Happy BELATED Birthday!

His sister and I share the same birthdate.

Oh well Husni, I seriously think you need a P.A.
A darn good one! Can you afford me yet?

P/S: mother did not wish me too, as always... hahahahaha

so hot....

I slept at Leen's during my 3 day leadership course which ended yesterday. On the second day when I woke her up she asked me " kau nak suruh aku sumbat mulut siapa semalam?" I was clueless and gave her that look of "WHATTTTT?"
Then she told me that when she woke up to watch the ManUtd vs Chelsea game she heard me saying "kau sumbat je mulut dia". Thinking that I was awake she asked me "sumbat mulut siapa?" and then all she heard was me snoring......

I tried to recall the dreams I had that night. There was none.....

eeemmmmmmm....... It must be the weather.......

hampeh

It was the first night in Taipei. I was reviewing the dance sequels when my laptop went bonkers.
It was the first day in L.A. when I dropped my phone and lost it's camera function.

I must have done something wrong to deserve this....
Something really really wrong....

Could it be because I took the pix of his jacket with his name on it when he refused to take any pix with us!? And then I cursed him all the way to the hotel with the intention of writing about how unfriendly he is?

Eeeerrrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhh! that could be it!

Damn you Astronaut!

buruknya hang....

I was out yesterday with my 'menakan'. Yesterday being the only day off I have before the busy weekend and with just another (only another) day off before leaving home for 8 days (sigh).

My 'menakan' is tall, tan and sexy. No she doesn't wear sexy clothes but the combination that she has (hair, tan skin, sharp nose, full figure etc) makes her sexy. Sexy and of course beautiful... A true head turner. If I do go out with her, one will think that I am probably her 'pengkid' friend.

Having day off at home would probably be the only time that my face is 'make-up' free. Well, it might sound as an excuse and maybe it is but to be honest I never really like 'doing up'.

Anyway, we ended up in Pavillion, where a dear dear dear friend happened to be working! He laughed when he saw me and actually told me "when I saw you, I thought emm ok but when I saw your menakan I was like wtf.....
(wtf was aiz thinking coming to pavillion dressing up like that!!!!)

The truth is, I wasn't even thinking. I mean I wasn't even thinking that someone would actually question me why I was in my jeans (as usual), my plain t-shirt (as usual) and my flip flops (as usual). I looked horrible next to a well groomed person, I must admit but I chose to look that way (to others:horrible) even before leaving the house when I was in a very high spirit!...

To play dressing up is tiring... dressing up to work is even worse... so give me a break because sometimes I feel my best when I look horrible.

si buruk penat... (tak lah tgh pose...drama....)

dengan kawan

menakan and kawan

I love when....

I love when it rained. The weather is cooling and the cats don't shed their furs that much. Laundry has never been a problem. Since cat rescuing became my part time job which I take seriously, we can't live without a tumble dryer. ( it removes cats' furs efficiently) .
The plants seem to be humming a song or two to themselves... My Indian pennywort has never been so beautiful. The leaves are larger and healthy.

I also love when I get to go to work with Din. He pays all the bills. He buys whatever I want to eat. If I am sick, he'll run to the nearest pharmacy. If I am thirsty, he'll run and make me a drink. If I get up late, he'll iron my uniform... (btw, i wash all his clothes and sing lullaby every nite ok....)






The thing that I hate going to work with Din is, there won't be anyone to take care of the cats. Especially the house. You see.... remember? when it rains the frog will croak? I supposed it croaked till kingdom comes and when we got back home the other day.......








this was only the third scooping!!!!!! HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!! Mak!!!! I need Haruan quick!!!! and berdozen-dozen please.......

best tak?

Di pagi yang hening ketika umat-umat berkaki dua

di lima puluh satu
sedang sibuk mengumpulkan bukti-bukti untuk tidak membayar
cukai taksiran,
umat-umat berkaki empat sedang lena di buai mimpi.......

bestnya jadi kucing......

boleh tidur sepanjang hari....

tak perlu mandi di pagi hari....

jadi ikan pun best jugak, berenang-renang

.... dan makan bila lapar...

semestinya berat badan tidak bertambah lagi...

click pix to see tadpoles... yuks!!!!

tapi jadi manusia pun best jugak....
pun boleh berenang-renang,
pun boleh makan-makan...
bila gemuk boleh diet....

pagi di lima puluh satu....

Di pagi yang hening ketika umat sedang sibuk memulakan tugasan harian......

Thebo setia menemaniku... (clever boy...)

di ceruk sana Trey terlayu, paku....

nun di sana Tek Tomel bergulung dalam kecomelan yang amat sangat...

Thunder seperti biasa masih menunggu masa yang sesuai untuk melelapkan mata...

Mummy masih lagi nakal bermain-main....

Troy si tempang sudah selamat di buai mimpi di tingkat atas ....

ehhhhh..... laaaaaaaaaa tuan dia pun sama.............