sad movies always make me cry...

I went to watch a movie that I thought was a comedy. It turned out to be a sad love story. The cast deceived me..... I ended up crying half end of the movie and when i was at the hardware store and on the way to Mc Donalds and all the way home. I was so sad that my journey home was longer than usual, I made a wrong turning because I could see nothing else but my past. I was pathetic but I just couldn't help it... Nevertheless, today for the first time Husni understood why I just hate watching love stories. So the next time when I say no to a movie about animals or war or sad love movies you must understand why.... The effect is endless and tiring.... Really tiring.....

Christine...

Yesterday I met an average looking girl by the name of Christine. Her parents are separated and she is the only child. At the age of 33 she is still single. She broke up with her boyfriend of 8 years in 2005. In 2006, just 2 days before Chinese New Year he met with an accident and died on the spot.

Christine, however live life to the fullest. Just by the way she greets and acknowledges people put a smile on a lot of faces. Some think she's over doing it but personally, I think she really mean it. At 5 o'clock in the morning she woke me up with a cheery voice and end it with sweet wishes.

She knows everything about each customer in a second with an ice breaking sentence like " Wah Mr Day, your shoes is very nice and look so comfortable" and with that she knows who Mr Day is married to and where he is residing. We found out that Mr Ravi is attached to TATA, which we eventually find out that TATA produces coffee and tea among a lot of other things. We also found out that Mr Wand is using a blackberry. We got to know that Mr Smith who looked like a Malay has no Malay blood. She is not nosy but with her outstanding personality, its difficult not to talk to Christine .

She motivates herself by keeping encouraging words she finds in the magazines and other similar medias. Christine doesn't judge people by the way they look or talk to her. She later discovered that Mr Tan was having a terrible headache, hence the look that he was always giving us. You can hear a customer laughing hysterically only to find out that he was laughing with Christine.

She is an extra ordinary person that one will not regret stumbling upon. I salute her for the way of life she chooses to live. With that I thank Christine for the pleasure I experienced. I know how to appreciate life better and I also know that TATA produces Tetley tea...

penat

PENAT tak hilang lagi. When you are on leave, aren't you suppose to rest? Unfortunately for me, this time around I was out every day of my leave running errands. And I thought I can rest today but I have to get a hair cut... Sigh... And tomorrow, the last day of my leave.... I have to attend a wedding..... PENAT lah...

PENAT can do a lot of things to you... It can be dangerous and humiliating as well....

My recent PENAT caused a friend to wonder if he had done anything wrong to me. Apparently, I was cold towards him... Well, I did have a lot of things in my mind, to actually plan to be cold towards him is really PENAT... Having to listen to his complains about me being cold is also PENAT... I guess he doesn't know me.. Besides who does? I am unpredictable. Who would have thought returning my call irritated me, when I specifically told this friend to do so asap.

Oh well, they don't call me AIZ for nothing and as the saying goes,

COLD AS AIZ......

penat sangat la tu...

tak pe.....

puas hati melihat,
hasil kerja teman sejahat,
cantik sudah rumah ku,
buat hati terpaku....

akan tetapi, hati terasa,
bila ada nyata banyak yang beza,
dah ku tak punya harta...
yang berbeza itulah membuktikannya....

bila dah ada yang berkata,
geti hati mereka tidak terhingga,
buat aku diam seketika,
masaalah ku memang nyata...

bukan aku tak berdaya,
dan bukan juga aku tak punya masa,
cuma kadang kadang aku terleka,
memikirkan banyak perkara...

tapi itu masaalah yang ada jalan penyelesaiannya,
memang tak susah,
cuma.......
aku masih tak mampu mengupah seorang BUTLER....

store room dah kemas, komar....
andy mcknight the butler buatkan....

baby blue and silver

these are the photos taken before and during din's birthday. din and i with the help of nate berkus a.k.a. husni(especially) worked so hard on redecorating the house with totally zero budget. overall as usual, everybody had fun... and the theme : baby blue and silver

i was not involved in removing the dining out..... thank god....

cat lantern and komar's lantern, both were my birthday gifts...

nate, tired...

the dining

that night....

naz and rai were the first to arrive

dean getting busy

tired....

ismah

shaniza and baby dhiya

dhiya's dad

group photo before dinner

mumtaz, stunning in baby blue sarong... even baby dhiya was in baby blue...
faiz, a dad..

komar control

shaniza who came with baby blue pearl necklace and silver handbag.....

komar, control lagi with husni

ross, finally arrived

TIGA PULUH LIMA

HARI INI HARIJADI DIN.
UPDATE COMING SOON....

The Change...

He told me how a kampung boy from Batu Pahat who had only traveled to Johor Bahru and Muar imagined that life after the Muar bridge must be dull. Having to watch only the SBC channels, he was never interested to find out life after the Muar bridge. Then one day they made a trip to Port Dickson. What he discovered shocked him. He roamed the beach, played around the huge compound of the huge house and showered in the bathtub.
At Globe Silk Store, the lady with a sash handling the lifts gave him some sweets. He thought he met a RATU....

Of course that was then when he was just a boy. Now as a man, he is really well traveled and very informative. Almost nothing shocked him anymore though he still dreams of having a house with a huge compound. And as for the RATU, well... he thought he met one and got married to her....

Not meant to be

He was always there staring down at me. Good looking but neglected. I often tried to be friendly but he was never interested. Yesterday, I was staring down at him. He looked terrible. I thought he could use some water. He drank without trying to get up.

Dr Nancy discovered a bag of puss in his stomach, maggots at his swollen foot and bones were visible from the wound he had on both of his legs. It was an awful sight.

Today, Dr Ding informed us that he did not make it. I just wished that Din could have send him sooner. Din was sadden by the news. Said that he will never forget the pain and suffering endured by that poor soul. I had mixed feelings. Secretly I had wish for him to eventually be a part of us, a family but to know that he was not suffering any longer was a great relief.

I told Dr Nancy to put his name as "CAT" on his examination card. I guess he was never meant to be a family. He was just a cat that had crossed my path.

REST IN PEACE CAT...

mulai esok.....

selamat bekerja kepada semua.....

soon....

My stress level is increasing by the minute. I have not finish learning the new procedure which is going to be applied at work tomorrow. I couldn't find the operating manual for the in sink erator which is currently not functioning properly which I doubt I kept it in the first place. I also can't remember if there was any warranty when we purchase it.... The cats are following me where ever I go. They refuse to consume the brand new flavour I bought which cost me a bomb. Yum yum sat on my notes, covering the information I was retrieving while trying to bite my moving pen.... and Thebo was making a lot of noise....
SIGH.......
I just can't wait to dance while eating durians again.....

nothing much...

after a hard day's work, picking up the phone talking to good friend about nothing is one of the best thing to do to unwind....